Once I realize that the source of my unhpainess is how I react to conditions outside of me, the job of "self realization" begins. Now if I can only add decipline to my daily living, I am certain of the outcome being a good one. Where do I go then my love for help tonight ? Because on my own I cannot seem to muster much decipline. I am not consistant with daily meditations. I start working out or walking daily, only to quit after just 3 or 4 days. Where then my love is the path or that magic medicine for consistancy and decipline? That indeed is what I need the most.
I am really trying to keep my usual positive and hopeful attitude towards our humanity and mankind in general, but recent events have brought the old anger back in me which is really frustration and anxiety about Politicians and the money mongers of the world about which I can take no real action of any significance. I see hunger and destitude in the masses of this U.S. of A, the richest country on earth, I see the very weak and the elderly, the homeless and the hard working class suffer while the political will of some nuts is runnning amock! God help me to accept what I can change and that over which I have no control, and please God give me the wisdom to know the difference. It is nothing new, just different land, different time in the history of the ignorant man and the greed of the fools!
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