After nearly a month of preaching on the same subject, do you suppose we have gotten any closer to knowing what to do with our addictive selves? Can I go clean and sober for good now? No my friend, only for today. All you can do is have faith in the part of you that seems to know how good it feels to be free of addictions and suffering. One single day at a time is all I have. I will not do my thing this hour, then the next hour, I will keep my self busy with whatever I can do but today with your help my love I will be sober and clean. I will not overeat, will not gamble, I will be the best human that I can be. Just for today, I will be a gentle man.
I am really trying to keep my usual positive and hopeful attitude towards our humanity and mankind in general, but recent events have brought the old anger back in me which is really frustration and anxiety about Politicians and the money mongers of the world about which I can take no real action of any significance. I see hunger and destitude in the masses of this U.S. of A, the richest country on earth, I see the very weak and the elderly, the homeless and the hard working class suffer while the political will of some nuts is runnning amock! God help me to accept what I can change and that over which I have no control, and please God give me the wisdom to know the difference. It is nothing new, just different land, different time in the history of the ignorant man and the greed of the fools!
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