The battle inside for most of us is subject to so many parameters that to try to pin it down to "AHHA! that's what's wrong with me" kind of thing is futile. We are complex organic machines connected to few million years of DNA growth collectively called evolution. Every life form must go through its evolving time and become the best it can be. In our case, mentality and Ego get in the way. Because we think that somehow there is a "ME" who is singular mind in charge. So we attach responsiblities often mixed with much guilt and preconceived ideas of right and wrong to his/her functions on a constant basis. Of course if we were to truely study the self from strictly a scientific approach, we find that mostly hormones attached to memory banks working hand in hand with outside stimuli are at work and there really is no ONE person in charge in there! Ponder this a while and ask your self who really is in charge? You then need to accept the neuro connectivity of all matter as one whole.
I am really trying to keep my usual positive and hopeful attitude towards our humanity and mankind in general, but recent events have brought the old anger back in me which is really frustration and anxiety about Politicians and the money mongers of the world about which I can take no real action of any significance. I see hunger and destitude in the masses of this U.S. of A, the richest country on earth, I see the very weak and the elderly, the homeless and the hard working class suffer while the political will of some nuts is runnning amock! God help me to accept what I can change and that over which I have no control, and please God give me the wisdom to know the difference. It is nothing new, just different land, different time in the history of the ignorant man and the greed of the fools!
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