Even in my lowest, most destructive behavior times ( and they do come around when I have some smoke!) I thank God for keeping the faith that all is well with God. I may be experiencing a down day (dead days) now, but because I have FAITH UNBROKEN I know tomorrow or the day after I will be lifted up again out of my darkness. Each time I go through this, a little part of my "black dog" dies unot his desires and wants, and my geni(spirit within) gets a bit stronger. In short, we all are works in progress not finished products. Death is not the end either, we have to get it right.
I am really trying to keep my usual positive and hopeful attitude towards our humanity and mankind in general, but recent events have brought the old anger back in me which is really frustration and anxiety about Politicians and the money mongers of the world about which I can take no real action of any significance. I see hunger and destitude in the masses of this U.S. of A, the richest country on earth, I see the very weak and the elderly, the homeless and the hard working class suffer while the political will of some nuts is runnning amock! God help me to accept what I can change and that over which I have no control, and please God give me the wisdom to know the difference. It is nothing new, just different land, different time in the history of the ignorant man and the greed of the fools!
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