shaman's thoughts

salam janam; it has not stopped raining here in Texas,since my arrival! They say 21 days of rain in may is the most it has ever rained in Texas, and it has not stopped yet close to the end of June! I have freaked a few Texans by collecting and drinking the precious rain water! My own kids remember us doing it in Arizona, but they have grown and forgotten the ways . I keep getting this message of urgency to remain connected to THE LIGHT SOURCE WITHIN, as if life is saying to all the true seekers "no more half ass'ed measures will do now" (a very awakening thought, more like a kick in the ass for the dog). I have been blessed with the deepest, most intimate moments with THE BELOVED. I found wisdom in getting sick as a dog in the past three days when my beloved Rumi tongue said "THE CURE TO EVERY PAIN IS IN THE PAIN ITSELF", I fell ill and did not get up for 2 days. My daughter could not believe it, nor could the grand kids, "WHAT? " they said, "baba...

ONENESS CALLS TO THE HUMAN RACE LIKE A MOTHER CALLING HER CHILDREN HOME. THE CREATOR IS ABOUT TO COMPLETE THE WORK AND SHIFT, MAGIC IS AFOOT! LORD MY GOD AND ESSENCE OF SELF, LEAD MY STEPS AND FINGERS TO ONLY DO THAT WHICH HASTENS THE JOURNEY HOME. LET ME NOT BE BUSY WITH THE EGO’S JOURNEY, BUT THE JOURNEY OF THE LIIGHT YOU PUT WITHIN ME WITH YOUR BREATH. LET ME BE AN ISTRUMENT OF YOUR GRACEFUL PRESENCE MY LOVE AND LET MY TEARS NEVER DRY FOR LONGING FOR YOUR TOUCH. LORD MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS ARE SO BUSY WITH THE “I” STUFF OF THIS WORLD THAT THAT THERE SEEMS TO BE LITTLE HOPE FOR MOST OF THEM. YOUR CHILDREN MY BELOVED, YOU DO AS YOU WILL, LET ME BE EVER VIGILANT AND STEADY. THANK YOU MY LOVE FOR THE GIFT OF SOBREITY AND ATTENTIVENESS. THANK YOU FOR MY HEALTH AND THE WISDOM OF MAITAINING IT. I NEED NO DOCTOR, FOR YOU HAVE SHOWN ME THE WONDERS OF YOUR PLANTS AND FORCES OF LIFE’S FLOWING ENERGIES. KEEP ME AWAKE MY LOVE AT YOUR DOOR EVER SO READY TO GIVE ALL I HAVE FOR...

Sala'm(peace) children; There is a storm coming and the whole of the world knows it! A shift is afoot! Let me pray for all seekers who have had this feeling that none of the old paradigms seem to be enough or work any more. BE EVER SO PRESENT MY CHILDREN, BE AWAKE AND ATTENTIVE, FOR THE HOUR IS NEAR AND YOU WILL NOT KNOW WHEN THE THIEF OF TIME IS COMING. Do not be caught up in trivial matters of the stuff of the EGO's illusive world when the shift happens. Neither be fogged up in your heads my beautiful ones. Say "YES" to the light within you and connect daily my children to the SOURCE of that LIGHT! Come daily my love, to the table of the beloved and all else shall be well with you and your light. ONLY GOD ALWAYS GOD ALL GOD ALONE GOD ONLY

So have you noticed that there are only 3 posts for the whole month of May?! Let my heart be evermore grateful for the silence and the harnessed tongue. It seems to be the season for purging and cleansing, a season to be in the solitude of the spirit and dwell in the depth of the deepest hidden treasures in the heart chakra. How else does one hear the not so distant drums of the beloved unless one is quiet? What do you do my children to quiet your churning minds? Namaste' (I bow to the place within you that is GOD) ONLY GOD ALWAYS GOD ALL GOD ALONE GOD ONLY

Sala'm(peace) children; How have you been holding up my beautiful ones? You are always wrapped in my bestest wishes and prayers. It is most uplifting to know that you too think of me now and then, that you send a well wish my way and remember me in PEACE! That in your hardship too, you'd think of what this old shaman would have to say about a situation or acceptance in grace. A good man recently left his mold. The event is still fresh in the family's minds and hearts. How does one accept the sudden death of a dear one?!!?? What role can any one family member play in the others' lives as all are shifting to adjust? Does one then think more of the soldiers and Innocent civilians being murdered daily world wide? Of how their families are doing emotionally and spiritually? How does one accept deaths that seem so senseless in every way??!!?? I tell you my wonderful ones, NO ONE HAS A GOOD ANSWER! Specially those who claim to understand and justify wars, not those who run ...

We seem to think that we are the only living beings/systems capable of making love on a higher level. After all, what the animals seem to be doing is procreating without any apparent deep connection involved. In some species in fact the female chooses solely based on her partners ability to show marks of superiority in one form or another, in yet others the male dies afterwards! Yesterday the river did speak to me of love, having offsprings, and procreation. "What love grander than when the Sun shines on me taking the molecules of my being-ness to the Ether as the wind moves them ever higher and more distant. I know I have given my seeds to the Ether, where they would be gathered in cloud form and when the time is right electrical forces give them life, sending them back to my bosom." "What love greater has the human? How is my relationship with the Ether any less significant, than that between two humans? I am a piece of the divine, alive as you humans, I breathe, I mo...

Sala'm(peace) children; For as long as I can remember I have been waiting for something big. Every time I think this is it! It is not. Every time I think I am fulfilled and resolved, I am not! The pain of not knowing to the brain is like a cut in the flesh on which salt is being placed for no apparent reason except to wake the wounded up from their sleep!! I celebrate the days of pain as I do the days of joy just the same. I show up, sit down quietly, and voila!! I am connected to the many thousand years old stories of the trunk of an old oak or the rock offered me by the ancient mountains to lean against. The form matters not, it counts for naught, what animates the form is all there is! You my beautiful ones on the same journey, may this day you too have the tender touch of the SOURCE caress your heart and mind for a time. Namaste' ONLY GOD ALWAYS GOD ALL GOD ALONE GOD ONLY ...