I meant to say on the phone about how every day it gets easier dealing with this Bush man. That vomiting pain in my guts has gone away because I realized that no matter how I feel, my feelings will not change the man or the circumstances of our times. I am the one with the problem I finally had to accept. If some one's behavior or demeanor, their clothing, their killing of Innocent lives, their addictions; All of the things that I would allow myself to become unhappy about are all my problems. I am the one who must accept a windy day as well as the perfect spring time. I am the one hurting, not the other person so why do I want to hold on to judgmental values which bring me pain and anxiety and sorrow? Why must I allow me to that to me?
I am really trying to keep my usual positive and hopeful attitude towards our humanity and mankind in general, but recent events have brought the old anger back in me which is really frustration and anxiety about Politicians and the money mongers of the world about which I can take no real action of any significance. I see hunger and destitude in the masses of this U.S. of A, the richest country on earth, I see the very weak and the elderly, the homeless and the hard working class suffer while the political will of some nuts is runnning amock! God help me to accept what I can change and that over which I have no control, and please God give me the wisdom to know the difference. It is nothing new, just different land, different time in the history of the ignorant man and the greed of the fools!
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