shaman's thoughts

Salaam(peace) children; How the heck R U? Can you tell if you are alive or dead? Did uncle Joe come back to tell you what happened to him passed the door way of his death? When will we realize that nothing really ever dies?! C'mon! Does not the tree in your front yard look dead right about now? Where did the essence of its living go to? Why can't that be the same for the humans? Who warped your beautiful brains into thinking that death is apart from life or life is not present in death? The sounds of infinity boing around in my head so often these days it seems like I'm being prepared for that death journey or a passage of some importance. You wanna know what is happening to me when I shake and have spasmodic episodes, I have tried to tell all of you in one form or another, but I suppose in a culture that every "abnormal" behavior is given a name and drugs are prescribed by the Respected Pill Pusher Doctors, I could be easily labeled and drugged before I have a ch...

Salaam refeegh: Thank you for the thoughts and words, All is indeed well as all is ONE! "Tears are what forms the mighty river(insight)(INSPIRATION), that lifts our boat (the soul) off the rocks (stuck areas). When we have areas in our lives that are not addressed and dealt with our soul gets stuck in its ability to be as free and expansive as it is meant to be. But soon the soul cries out for relief and the tears come,the dam bursts, and the river flows and lifts us off the rocks.In that rushing of insight, comes great healing to the soul, affecting the entire body. Mashaallah!" I agree completely! and.....I would add that, it takes many tearful moments, before the nanny hears the child and brings the milk! That too is just the way it is, as the ZEN would say "Suchness"!! Either after "awakening" and becoming aware, we can instill the discipline of polishing the old/learned crap away, or we keep thinking that "because I know the prob...

Salaam(peace) children; This week I feel much like a child again my self. A child confused by the grown ups lack of courage and adventure, light heartedness and forgiveness. But above all my heart saddens at the site of so much separateness and disconnect. Children learn from the parents oh so well how to see divisions rather than unities. I wonder whose pick nick spread shall lay upon the grass that shall grow from the dust that this body is sure to become in time. My good ones; where there is ONLY GOD, ALL ELSE IS EXCESS, ALL THINKING IS HOLLOW, AND ALL RESISTANCE IS FUTILE! Human's heart shall not know true rest and peace, except through daily connection to THE SOURCE OF ALL MOTION( Ela beh zekr-ellah tatme-enalgholoob)! foR most of us even imagining that all IS GOD, is like asking us to trust the waters and step on the ocean surface solely based on TRUST! How often has any of us seen that happen in real life? What then, what then is this total surrender to THE SOURCE, and acce...

Salaam(peace) children; Well by now most of you know that I got married on the new moon in September 2007! If you have followed the blogs of this ol' shaman for the past year, it has been a running theme of the forces of change coming, that my life is to be turned upside down and too, that I shall have my mate by November07. It has all come to pass now! How do you suppose all this could have been shown to me a year in advance? Did I create all the changes which like a Tsunami are now tearing down all the old stuff of my life, and not even giving any glimpse of what is to come beyond a day? A DAY AFTER ALL, IS NOT A LIFE TIME, IT IS ONLY A DAY ! Yet why do we seem to require more of yesterdays or tomorrows to feel like we "live here"? Spending more time in our heads going over what was or is to be? The beautiful part of this Tsunami like wave of changes (which by the way has also effected many, many, who are connected to my life) is that we are thrown clear off of our seem...

Salaam(peace) children: For every breath there is surely a life passing! For every tear there is sure to be a heart beating. For every love, there is a beloved. I tell you verily, you beautiful instruments of my growth, once you learn to show up daily for life with an accepting heart and willing mind, trusting the design which beats your very heart, Oh....my beloved ones, you will indeed wory no more, no fear ever again! ONLY GOD ALWAYS GOD ALL GOD ALONE GOD ONLY

Salaam(peace) children; Allow me to pick up where we left off last blog. We have come to believe and live as though it is so, that, solid matter is indeed solid! That what we experience as life on Earth is indeed a relationship between this object and the other. One maybe human and the other anything thing else. Is it so? Have we been sitting so long on this idea that we cannot/dare not question its validity? Can we not say that now that we know more about how and what "MATTER" is made up of(well, let's say we know about 99% of it, still a good measure!), it is obsolete as the many Gods of the pagan human era, to just go on believing that "This and that stuff of life is as it has been for my forefathers"? Or "I am what I own"? After all Alexander the Great owned half the world, what does he own now? We have now demonstrated beyond doubt that what we call "SOLID MATTER" is anything but solid! Take notes my beautiful ones , " ALL MATTER I...

Salaam(peace) children of Adam; Who's hand writes the lines, directs the plays of life, brings Tsunami's that wipes all clean? Is our brother Bush not a Tsunami? What forces then move matter and energy in and around what we call "me", the self in a biobody suite of about 50 trillion individual other unseen selves forming skin and bone matter? Look children; Nothing else is so fundamental to our being or living than this connecting in a daily deciplined way to THE SOURCE OF THAT FORCE WHICH MOVES ALL UNIVERSAL MATTER IN ALL WORLDS! ALLAHO-AKBARON-LATEEF ! We have accepted all of that for the most part intellectually. It is in accepting of and surrendering with PEACE to, the affects of these Tsunami's of our mutual humanity and human experiences that we seem unable. That which, brings forth the FORCE fields and experiences is all there is. If "I" get out of the way, "I" just might relax, perchance sleep, rest a while in the vastness of my BELOV...