Confusion after a long journey is normal. Coming back to what was and trying to remember just where to start back with the life I left behind nearly five month ago is much more difficult this time than ever before. I wonder why? Am I a different man? Is it because every other time after a long absence I would come back to a home wih some one there? Are the times really that different now and the energies so vastly more sensitive to my input? The first two or so nights I didn't even feel like doing my ritual prayer at the end of the night! wow!! I am certain though, that as these days go by and I settle in, I will find that indeed I am a much changed man ready for the stuff that I have been preparing for all my life. I am after all wearing "THE RING" which I never dared to before.
I am really trying to keep my usual positive and hopeful attitude towards our humanity and mankind in general, but recent events have brought the old anger back in me which is really frustration and anxiety about Politicians and the money mongers of the world about which I can take no real action of any significance. I see hunger and destitude in the masses of this U.S. of A, the richest country on earth, I see the very weak and the elderly, the homeless and the hard working class suffer while the political will of some nuts is runnning amock! God help me to accept what I can change and that over which I have no control, and please God give me the wisdom to know the difference. It is nothing new, just different land, different time in the history of the ignorant man and the greed of the fools!
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