I just had another dream of being awake and aware! Seems as though if we do not interpret our dreams we have only lived half lives. Our entire life indeed is a dream that must be interpreted daily and deeply. My beloved do not accept the interpretations of others as exact, though you seek help, always be your own interpreter of your dreams. Pay attention to your life's events and above all my love don't fret the small stuff and be willing to step out of an argument with no attachments to the outcome. You really win only when you do not care to.
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Winners will become losers and losers will win in turn, darkness will always end in light and no sorrow shall be greater than the bearer's inner spirit. Times are changing and have been forever more no need to reason all matters in time, just hold on! I wish for you this day my children a day of flowing ease every time you think of me, it is yours for free!
The Bee humming bird a native of Cuba is a bird about the size of dragon fly. It weighs only as much as half a penny yet its heart beats at 1000(one thousand) times per minute(Imagine a pump made to do this over a life time with no maintanance!) while its wings flap at about 200 times per second. I am listing this just to invite you my loved ones to ponder the DESIGNER of such a wonder. Particles do not create other particles. Let me bow down in tears of total surrender and acceptance of the creative wisdom that brought ME here and become a chanel of this amazing power!
So there are days when you just have to keep busy with noises and images and tasks just to keep sane! So what? It is not the actions but your intentions that will bring tomorrow in its full glory or in shattered pieces of a dream you once had. We are works in progress my child and as such we will continue to falter and fall throughout the journey my love. Remember too that every time you fall and get back up, a piece of your ego is left behind and you are wiser! A constant FAITH in the design and daily contact with THE SOURCE is all you really need. So if you waver from FAITH or your daily contact, then once you are aware again, pick up where you left off and never look back, or pick a new point in space-time, you are in charge!
What of shame and guilt? Minimize the importance of the thought; replied the old sage. ".And use such occasion when shame and guilt enter your mind as a portal to your inner wisdom. Use this conflicting energy to recognize how the Ego works through shame, guilt, and pride. But above all be consistent with prayers" It is our quiet meditative times which build the neuro net works for change.
I remember the times when I would rather continue getting high than stop being sickly and fatigued. I remember the times when I had this need to be right and to impose my point of view on people close to me. I remember the times when my churning mind would take off on its own and take the rest of my being with it. I remember also my time on the skid row, living on cheap wine and stealing groceries from old ladies. I remember how hopeless I felt trying to quit the lifestyle and how helpless I seemed against the tides of destiny. I remember also the hope I always kept in the back of my mind through the thick and thin of it. That I am a good human, I have no malice towards any other human and that someday I would be free from all the confusion of living day to day. It is a promise of every sage and prophet, that as long as you come knocking, and believing in the order which is in the universe, doors shall open to you with gooness and grace!