shaman's thoughts

What is the best thing I can do with my life? What is it I am suppose to be doing with this "Gift" of life? I am learning more and more that this gift is to be given away not held on to. That is one tough act. I happen to like the gift and want to keep it. Evident as it may seem that I cannot hold on to liquid Mercury, I keep trying like the fool that I am anyway.

The Sparrows will come again next spring. The rivers still run to the Sea, and night turns to day every twelve hours. I write these lines to tell my future self what he most needs to hear.

We must start with this old head that has been on top of our body for however many years as we know it. To try to change not having fully known how this old head works, is like getting a new machine and having to start all over again without any user guide material! Accept yourself as you are now my child, change comes much easier using the old head itself to direct the changes.

Happy reunion with the family every one! All is well that end well aey? Be patient with the young ones and graceful with the elders. Let life teach you what you need to learn by bieng willing!

Tomorrow I will cook for about 400 people my anual thanksgiving meal at a 4 star resturant. The cooking and the serving and the cleaning afterwards takes about 11 hours. God bless the day and help me get through it without anamosity or pain.

Soon we will all wake up and realize that we have the wrong leadership in DC and it will be too late to try to fix the mess this administration has attached to our image in the world. Does it matter in the long run? In the big picture of things? No, not really

We actually have to use the same head which got us in any given mess, to get us out of it! As you know, resolving a problem with the same perception which created it is impossible. So what is one to do, can a adict who is on dope find his own way of freeing himself from the addictionf? Not until he is sober! Yes my goo one, we must learn to change the way we look at things in order to change them. It is all about Preceptions and Intentions.